April 2012
15 posts
black-blue-love:
one pill two pill three pill four
crazy’s knockin at my door
five pill six pill seven pill eight
funny thing is, it’s the pills I hate
knock back one or knock back five,
either way I’m still alive.
jiaon:
Numb encore
The person I reblogged this from deserves to be...
March 2012
85 posts
Anonymous asked: ƸӜƷ You are beautiful. I love you. Please don't hurt yourself. ƸӜƷ ƸӜƷ ƸӜƷ
4 tags
Might cut tonight
Yup.
Seriously? Fuck all of this shit. I do it all to myself and I can’t even blame anyone else.
8 tags
I just want to see my collar bones and hip bones...
yellasubmarina asked: I saw your post about Hydroxycut. Did it work?
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I think the only reason right now...
that I can’t allow myself to cut, is because then people will be more likely to notice my massive relapse.
I don’t want to be figured out, I want to be left alone to binge and purge at my leisure.
I’m twenty-fucking-one years old. I am an adult, and I will chose to do as I please with this disgusting vessel I live my day to day life in.
Reblog this if you started worrying about your...
well, I’m 21 now… started in 8th grade with ED shit… so that’s what… 15? 14? I’m too lazy to do math ahaha
5 tags
Hydroxycut
Sooooo today is my first day on hydroxycut. I’ve used tons of stuff like this before, but I’m stoked because they came out with those little packets you pour into water =] It’s actually really good. annnnnddddd it’s only 5 calories.
I’m gonna start off with just one a day to make sure I wont have any negative side effects, and then move from there.
5 tags
Genuine self hate.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
2 day fast who's with me ?
count me in
Are you trying to lose weight? Are You a thinspo...
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I've been bikini shopping all night
My fiance told me that if I lose a lot of weight she will buy me a new bathing suit from Victorias Secret.
Sooooo many cute suits.
The Walking Dead Series Finale
lackingcredentials:
How I Felt For Most Of The Episode
11 tags
Ask anything?
I’m bored and I want to make friends.
If you don’t want me to post it when I respond, just say so and we can chat privately =]
I'm addicted... and I don't want to stop.
11) Each time I recover I relapse a lot worse than...
Yuuuuppp
Another productive night as Super RA
My residents are having issues tonight…
I need to track down where the smell of weed is coming from. I don’t give a fuck if you smoke, just don’t do it in my building!
Andddd I am keeping track of a psycho boyfriend outside my building… probs gonna call UPD for the second time tonight.
fuckkkkkk this.
Anonymous asked: Thank you, that sounds great!
Anonymous asked: I need someone who's going to keep me on track with my weight loss, whenever I try to lose weight I end up binging like crazy and never doing anything about it... Can you help?
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Buddies?
If anyone is interested in being support/weight loss buddies with me, you should hit me up in my ask.
Keeping in mind… I’m not losing healthily.
